today is colins last day of nursery school...i can't remember justin or nathans last day because i was running on the survival mode method of mothering but today i'm very sad...i/we've been so in tune with every event in colins life probably because he is the baby/probably because we know that with each milestone we know its our last time/probably because we really have been able to enjoy him/probably because we were older, better(?), more experienced, more relaxed parents...steve and i often comment how much we have been able to just enjoy him for all the reasons listed above ( and probably more that we don't even realize yet)...so today i'm sad because time is just going TOO FAST and i have no control over it and my baby is going off to kindergarten soon...note to self: better stop calling him 'baby'...not cool at the bus stop...another milestone in our lives comes to an end today - nursery school. by the way, i actually do remember both justin and nathan graduation...had to really think but i do remember so maybe i'm not the worst mother in the world...(thank God for cameras/pictures...they do help the memory process!)...its ok...i won't be sad all day...i've got a great graduation program to get to...peace in all milestones today....
