the day b4 the last

yikes! where did the school year go to? i woke up in the middle of the night in a panic because i'm now the mother of a soon-to-be forth grader, third grader and a kindergartner...cold sweat filled my body...when did this happen? seriously? have i been asleep/drugged/in a daze/in a coma for the past 10 years...WHERE DID ALL THOSE DAYS/MONTHS/YEARS GO?...i am not at peace right now...when did i grow up and get older?...this can not be happening to me...stop!! i want everything to stand still...FREEZE! just for today...ok, breathe...this is normal...the circle of life...enjoy now/today/this time/this place/this life...its all good.